New Place.
[sigh] okay we just recently moved. AGAIN. We’re in Glen Cove now. Closer to where my bf lives on certain days. I love the view that we have too! I love how i can look out into the window every morning and just see the bay. this place that we’re at right now is supposed to be a new beginning as my mom said, but me and andrea wont be able to live under one roof without fighting. AHHH! I hate it. I mean i feel bad that i punched her last night but i just needed to do that to get the anger i’ve been keeping inside. i wonder whether she feels bad or guilty everytime she hurts me physically & emotinally… I hate this. I hate getting into fights with her. But it seems like there is no other way we can just work things out. She wants me to respect her… How can i do that if she doesnt even respect me??? I know she’s gonna tell my aunties and uncles about last night, and im gonna end up being the bad one. none of them realizes that she does way too much. she is wasting her life away smoking cigarettes and doing drugs, but they still support her. and they will continue to do that because she’s the first born and they will always love her no matter what. no one really gets me. no one believes me when i tell them about her… i feel depressed. this summer isnt going as great as i thought it would be.
CIAO
